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Acknowledging the consequence does not require me to condemn the person. That is the maturity I didn't have before, and her ability to hear that distinction is part of the bravery she didn't have before. We both changed, and I want to give my mother credit for something enormous: she became brave enough to hear me and hold space for me without making it about hear fear, her grief, her hurt feelings, or her guilt.

A child doesn't sit down and say: "I think I'll develop anxious attachment." A child observes, adapts, survives, and then those survival strategies become personality traits, until one day we're thirty years old wondering why our life feels so hard.